| Location | Hanworth, Middx |
| Age | 22 years |
| Date of Birth | 06/09/1982 |
| Date of Death | 27/02/2005 |
| Visitors | 5,255 since 02/01/2007 |
| Creator |
Ricky Fisher
Died 27th February 2005
22 Years Old
Courier Driver
Hanworth, Middx
1 Brother Barry, Mum Elaine and Dad Kevin.
Ricky was murdered on the way home from a nightclub in Kingston. Ricky had got off the bus in
Hanworth and was on his way home when a group of boys attacked him and his friend. His friend got
away and called his brother but Ricky got the full attack and was stabbed, beaten and stamped on.
They jumped on his chest and head and stabbed him in the back into the left lung.
Ricky was a loving son who was always around. He loved life and he loved music, he was really into
hip hop and RnB and also made a few tracks which i would like people to hear as all his friends
think the tracks were great. Ricky was not a violent person who always would rather resolve a
problem by talking it through, this night he was only trying to calm things down but he came off the
worse. I have two sons Ricky and Barry and they are both my life without Ricky half of me has died
and only one half is left Barry. If it was not for Barry I would not be here now because life is
nothing without my boys. I just want to hold Ricky once again and be with him, I love him with all
my heart and nothing can ever replace him. I am no longer afraid of dying because I know I will be
with my Son once again. I talk to him constantly and I get signs that he is with
me but I just want to hold my boy again, its not too much to ask. How will we carry on without Ricky
actually by our sides we don't know but darling you are in my thoughts constantly darling goodnight
sweetheart until we meet again I love you xxxx
Ricky has left behind a lot of people who love and miss him, he had many friends who still come to
see us and keep in contact all of the time as if Ricky is still here. Alot of people looked up to
him and respected him very much, I don't think there was anyone that met Ricky that did not like
him, he was a true friend and was always there for his friends and anyone else who needed him. Ricky
was a big fan of John Legend and now we all go to all of his concerts when he is in London. If Ricky
was here now he would be there with us. Over 400 people turned up at Ricky's funeral, so many people
loved and cared for him like he did them it was lovely to be surrounded by so many people there for
my son. He will now never get married so I will never have any grandchildren from him and he will
never have a wife, I will never be able to go and babysit for his children or take them any presents
or have them sleep over, his brother will never have any nieces or nephews or sister-in-law and it
just rolls on like that with nan's, aunties, uncles and cousins. These people have taken away more
than my son they have ruined so many lives that can never be healed. 2 of these boy's knew Ricky as
well and 1 of them had stolen our dog out of our garden when it was a puppy, they knew what they
were doing. Their time will come I believe what goes around comes around. All my love darling I am
thinking of you constantly until we meet again I love you, love mum. xxxx
I have also been informed that one of the people that killed Ricky has put a page on gonetoosoon for
his daughter. He murdered Ricky a year after his daughter died at three days old, this person also
tried to use this in court to get off with murdering Ricky. He of all people should have known what
it was like to lose a child but no he still went ahead and took another life and was then really
cocky about this smirking in court as if he had done something to be proud of. Then he has the cheek
to put on his daughters site that he hopes she is proud of him and the hard times he has had, what
about the family that he tore apart just for a little bit of fun. This person is called Aron
Williams and along with Dean Webster, Paul Baker, Lee Thomas and Lee McCready they murdered my son
in cold blood and laughed about it after stealing his watch and bracelet from a dying man. They not
only mudered Ricky they stole from him as well.
I see that a few people I know have left tributes and candles on this poor childs page, obviously
god saw what monster she would have had to live with. Her name is Mollie Mae Sheppard, may she rest
in peace out of danger.
My last paragraph seemed to upset the people that I have named and they are now looking for revenge
but why should I back down now. It seems that they can upset me and my family and I have to sit back
and take it but I'm not allowed to upset them, They murdered my son and I'm only naming and shaming
them that is a big difference. This is not the 1st page to name and shame the murderers.
My special son
When you dropped from heaven
I couldn’t believe
That someone so perfect
Was part of me
And as the years went by
My love for you grew
I would stand by your side
I would die for you
And the day you flew back
To the world beyond the stars
Was the day I found out
What you truly are
A guardian angel
Making sure I’m never alone
And I hope you found peace
The day God brought you home
Always in our thoughts and hearts mate x
I stood by your bed last night, I came to have a peep.
I could see that you were crying, you found it hard to sleep.
I whined to you softly as you brushed away a tear,
It's me, I haven't left you, I'm well, I'm fine, I'm here.
I was close to you at breakfast, I watched you pour the tea, you were thinking of the many times your hands reached out to me.
I was with you at the shops today, your arms were getting sore. I longed to take your parcels, I wish I could do more.
I walked with you towards the house, as you fumbled for your key. I gently put my hand on you, I smiled and said it's me.
You looked so very tired, and sank into a chair.
I tried so hard to let you know, that I was standing there.
It's possible for me to be so near you every day.
To say to you with certainty, I never went away.
You sat there very quietly, then smiled, I think you knew ... in the stillness of that evening, I was very close to you.
The day is over... I smile and watch you yawning
and say goodnight, God bless, I'll see you in the morning.
And when the time is right for you to cross the brief divide,
I'll rush across to greet you and we'll stand, side by side.
I have so many things to show you, there is so much for you to see. Be patient, live your journey out ... then come home to be with me
My special son
A Special Son
People try to help me
Every one is so kind,
But no matter what they say to me
I always seem to find.
They look at me with sympathy
In a caring sort of way,
I thank them and attempt to smile
Then as I walk away.
The tears start welling up again
Every time it's the same,
I simply fall to pieces
At the mention of your name.
I know that you'r in heaven now
And my heart is filled with pain,
But God will take good care of you
Untill we meet again.
For Ricky's mum
When you wonder where I am
When I leave this world behind
Look into your own existence
I'm in your heart and mind
Look for me on sunny days
or over rainbows after showers
Look for me in lovely music
that we'd listen to for hours
Look for me under a star
The first one out at night
I'll be twinkling just for you
I'll be kissing you good night
So, when the sun goes down each day
I'll come out and light your night
Look for me under a star
I'll be shining very bright...
Just for you for all your days
to guide you always from afar
Just look for me in all you do
and look for me under a star.
Missing you, Son, At Christmas
Everybody's rushing around
Full of festive cheer,
But I'm finding all I want to do
At Christmas, is come here.
To talk to you a little while
And bring a flower or two,
I can't buy you a present
So what else can I do.
Remember Son, I love you
I'm still hurting with the pain,
I don't think it will ever stop
Until I'm with you once again.
I Love You.
xxxxxxxxx
Angel Tears
Angel Tears at Christmas
God sends His lovely angel tears
To us this time of year
They float and tumble through the air
And send out Christmas cheer.
Each flake He sends is special
From out of wintry skies
They paint a pretty picture
To soothe our weary eyes.
They glide and twirl as if to say
The season's just begun
And gently beckon to us
To join in merry fun.
Like sparkling gems, they fill the sky
And quietly take up space
They seem to flow in harmony
Attired in angel lace.
At Christmas time when all is calm
We look to things above
For angel tears and Christmas
To fill our lives with love.
A sacred star shines in the East
As Christmas day draws near
A manger scene, a Holy night
And gentle angel tears.
The children gather 'round the tree
To hear the Christmas story
As angel tears fall to the earth
To trim the earth in glory.
His precious tears drift to the earth
So everyone will know
A child was born in Bethlehem
It's written in the snow.
So if you get to feeling blue
And plagued by worldly fears
Just look outside your window
God's shedding angel tears.
If i knew it would be the last time i'd see you fall asleep
I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord your soul to keep.
If i knew it would be the last time that i'd see you walk out the door. I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for just one more.
If i knew it would be the last time i'd hear your voice in praise, i would video each word and action so i could play them back day after day.
If i knew it would be the last time i could spare an extra minute to stop and say I LOVE YOU instead of assuming you would know i do.
If i knew it would be the last time i would be there to share your day, well i'm sure you'll have so many more so i can let this one slip away.
For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right.
There will always be another day to say i love and certainly there's another chance to say is there anything i can do.
But just in case i might be wrong and today is all i get i'd like to say how much you where loved and never will be forgot.
Tomorrow is not promised to anyone young or old alike.
And today may be the last chance you get to hold your loved one tight.
So hold your loved ones close today and whisper in their ear ,
tell them how much you love them and you'll always hold them dear.
thanks
i just want to thank you for the lovely verse you put on my son boyzies site my heart goes out to you how awful to lose your son like that xxxxxxxxx
(Time)
Time is said to heal all wounds
move on and forget the past,
But i feel like i'm in no-mands land.
Back there is where my mind is cast.
I dont understand why i
simply cant take it in,
So many bad things in this world
But you choose to take him.
The little time that we shared
full of happiness and love,
And im hoping that youre watching
All of us from up above
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